*Yawn* Morning already?

Why? why? oh why? is morning coming so early. i just can not get moving any more. i hit the snooze way to much as well. then when i finally get up, now it is a struggle to get catcherdude up. then he is running out chasin bus. *sigh* i just do not know how to break this cycle.


maybe we are too busy. maybe in my old years i just can not hang with the young one. maybe I am not resting while sleeping. Maybe? maybe? maybe? that is all i have. a lot of nuttin'. though what i do know is i/we are in a never ending cycle. merry-go-round. i have to figure out a way to get off this ride and onto a better cycle. better ride.


Today is just like almost any other day.


kid off to school 7:30. bloggie, laundry, shower, dishes. out the door to volunteer at school 10:15. leave school at 12:45. home, pick up dad dude. drop him off for ride to work 1:15. home again. this n that. calling rainout number. will?will not?have baseball!waiting for answer.
to be continued.
did have baseball. waste of time going. this gosh darn team has to many members. dinner at 11:30. bedtime soon.

sleeping when you can't

Once again .. I can not sleep tonight. I do not know what the problem is sometimes. I just can not get my body to stop, my mind to stop racing a mile a minute. I want sleep. I need sleep. But even when I do get to sleep .. I dream! and my dreams wake me with mind running a mile a minute again. So many restless nights. It's not like I suffer from insomnia. Least I do not think so! never have before.

I hate starting my day off on insufficient sleep.